I have been drawing in the hills - returning to a favourite perch. Today I took my flask of coffee and the dog, my head still in its own fog - my reactions in slow motion.
I apologise to the minibus driver who must have thought I was ignorant - not ignorant just slow of brain.
I have been trying to capture the mood of the hills which strangely mirror my internal life.
A large queen bumble bee climbs into my drawing tin - she is dark with the drawing in of the year
I am such a foolish man
I want to cry - repent - be washed
Sheep bleat
A recorded voice drifts up from Dan - yr - Ogof
Ravens meet overhead
Waters meet underground
Underground is where I wish to be
To hide my bones
But today the sun lifts the hills into a reverie
I apologise to the minibus driver who must have thought I was ignorant - not ignorant just slow of brain.
I have been trying to capture the mood of the hills which strangely mirror my internal life.
I am such a foolish man
I want to cry - repent - be washed
Sheep bleat
A recorded voice drifts up from Dan - yr - Ogof
Ravens meet overhead
Waters meet underground
Underground is where I wish to be
To hide my bones
But today the sun lifts the hills into a reverie
Paul
Sometimes you worry me, love. Love xxxx
ReplyDeleteAnne - thank you for worrying about me - it's ok though I'm Welsh - we're supposed to be like this ! Seriously though - life is like this sometimes but I have comfort in the deep part of my 'soul' and in friends and family - I just wish I was a nicer person sometimes - but I suppose we all feel that way.x
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